Journal writing ten yeas ago
No friends, no lovers, just you. Sometimes we need to be alone to find ourselves. Being by ourselves is a good thing plus no drama. I see many people put up with so much crap just to say they're not alone and can prove to their family and friends hey I have a woman or a man, like look at me.
Quit playing yourself and try to be alone for awhile, you might enjoy it and discover more about yourself. Trust me, it will be less stressful, of course you won't be alone forever, that right one will come along if it's meant to be. Don't force relationships or stay in them because you're scared to be alone, you're only hindering yourself from growing not helping.
Take time for yourself.
Always remember, The way you treat yourself is a refection of how others will treat you.