World Mental Health Week Oct 10th - Oct 14th
The daily battle in my mental
Am I worthy?
Am I true to myself?
Dark days of suicide thoughts
but really, I don’t have enough flowerpots
flowerpots of love, encouragement, and self-esteem.
Torn down my many,
and sometimes just one.
That one person,
that one thought,
that one emotion,
leaves me wondering am I worthy?
A constant battle between you are just fine
and
you are worthless no one cares if you live or die.
Fighting the demons sent to destroy me mentally
I can’t let this spread like a cancer
invading my mind
I’m too Divine and don’t realize it.
I hear a voice of reasoning saying come to the light
You deserve a place among the living.
You are worthy in your special way.
Embrace it!
Love it!
Feel it!
Not everyone will understand you
and may belittle you,
Make fun of you,
And then Discard you
But
You are worthy so fight mentally,
to live another day, even on the gray days!
Yes, you are worthy!!!
©Nichole Nichole