Failure

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Why do I feel like a failure in a world that has not accepted me for the abilities I possess.

A dark cloud with strong, powerful thunderstorms has ruined my sunny skies and delicate flowers.

Can I ask you why we are put on this earth to be let down over and over and over again.

My let downs have led me to believe I have no reason for living or pursuing any dream I care to reach.

All this Angry, Sadness and Depression are stuck in the lower dimension of my abdomen region, tearing me apart.

I face every ache and pain alone, I kinda grin and bear it. I am a pretender.

My other facade has no connection to my emotional and mental status; one carries the other through rough times which is every waking moment.

I try not to break down but I do and it doesn't help, it hurts even more. A Mental and Physical rollercoaster.

Failure

©Nichole Nichole

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